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Ask me anything   Karen, 19 years young
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— Marilyn Monroe


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Fear of the future (another long ass rant)

I’m tired of constantly worrying and fearing that I’m making the right choices in my life. It’s like it’s been built into me to be scared all the time, not knowing who I want to be or what I want. ‘I don’t know’ seems to be on repeat in my mind.
Even now, after so much time has passed, I just wish I were a normal person who would just pick some normal, repetitive lifestyle as my future plan because I can’t be satisfied with the plan I have now. I’m scared. I’m so scared of being a failure. I’d rather gouge my eye out than be one of those people trapped in a shitty job because they made the wrong choices in life. Well, maybe not THAT but I feel pretty close to that.
When people ask me what I’m studying or what I want to do, I just want to punch them. Here’s my ill conceived plan, I’ll say, and then go into an explanation of my phenomenal career plan that I’m making up on the spot just to impress you. Now leave me alone. Whenever I get that look of skepticism whenever I went into my long explanation of ‘I still don’t know what I want to do with my life,’ I just want to tell you how much I don’t want to be another boring person like you with a crap 9-5 job that I hate just cause I wanted to make money. Sure, you’re doing well enough to not be you know starving or living on the streets, but are you happy? Cause I sure as hell wouldn’t be if I were you. You and your boring repetitive lifestyle can go suck it.

I just wish I knew what I wanted so I can commit to SOMETHING. The only thing I can seemingly commit to is not committing to anything.
Also, I wish I could be more like people my age instead and you know have a boyfriend or a dog or something that can express understanding or just listen just so I can avoid posting all my crap on Tumblr. I’m just lucky I’m allergic to cats so I won’t turn into one of those ladies who lives with their 27 cats cause all I can see is spinsterhood in my future love life. Why can’t we just find someone who feels for us the way we feel for them? Do relationships need to be this hard or impossible?
Does everything have to be this difficult?

Maybe it’s just me.

— 1 month ago
#personal  #life  #college  #future  #Plans  #career  #relationships  #Aloneforever  #Singleforever  #Advice  #help me  #help  #i will take anything 
Lovesickness for the lonely of heart

Ever had that feeling where you can stop thinking about someone to the point of madness at not seeing them even though you hardly really know them?

I think I’m in love with a fantasy.

I never knew liking someone could make you so dumb and overly hopeful that any compliment and kind words could make you think it’s a hint that someone likes you back. I guess this is what happens when you’re so overly starved for affection that you become so absorbed in someone else just for being a gentleman to you.

And yet, this entire post will still be centered on him.

Being someone who has never been on a real date in her life, I have no fear in admitting this because frankly I don’t mind admitting that most of the guys I’ve come across in the 20 years I’ve existed has made me feel anything genuine. And yet, somehow I can imagine a future with someone who is looking for the same thing I’m looking for. To find someone who is understanding and accepting of someone, flaws and all. Who will love you unconditionally.

Can I just say how I feel dumb writing this?

I say this because I’ve only hung out with him a few times, mainly playing video games and having Nerf gun battles like the nerdiest twenty year olds in the world. He implied that we would hang out more after getting this new video to play with me, so I don’t know what to think of that. He was nice enough to show me how to check the oil in my car as well as how to change a tire, despite one of our group members being with us. He got frustrated when I admitted I’d never seen the Star Wars movies (nobody give me hate please lol) and it was adorable. He once called me cute, however he was referencing the entire group of girls we worked on a project together with when he said it. He let me borrow his sunglasses when I couldn’t find mine driving him to his apartment one day. I smile like an idiot just thinking about it. And still, I hardly know him. He hardly knows me.

This is so dumb. This is so DUMB.

But honestly, I think I feel a little better admitting this to the general public than to myself. I still feel terrified about it. I still feel hesitant at the idea of hanging out with him over the summer in case I accidentally let these feelings grow stronger. Knowing that he has a type, I can already imagine the rejection and the pain it would bring me. And besides, I can’t see anybody loving me that way. I am too flawed, too controlling, too manipulative to let anyone like him like me much less care for me.

If I go into further depth, we may be here all night.

Love is stupid.

— 3 months ago
#lovesick  #personal  #relationships  #beingsingle  #crushes  #crushed 
"Well son, it all started when your mother liked my selfie. #21stCenturyLoveStories"
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mocamittel:

Oh Wolf! Oh Scarlet!!

mocamittel:

Oh Wolf! Oh Scarlet!!

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THE LUNAR CHRONICLES MEME: 2 events (1/2)>Cress and Thorne wander the desert

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mocamittel:

"She’s my alpha," he murmured, with a haunting sadness in his voice."

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Oh Wolf!

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mockingjay-lunartic:

Characters in the Lunar Chronicles.

mockingjay-lunartic:

Characters in the Lunar Chronicles.

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— 3 months ago with 521 notes
masqueradetown:

Winter, The Lunar Chronicle is coming out in Feb 3rd, 2015!!
I can’t wait that longggggg *cries*

masqueradetown:

Winter, The Lunar Chronicle is coming out in Feb 3rd, 2015!!

I can’t wait that longggggg *cries*

(Source: goodreads.com)

— 3 months ago with 58 notes
"I’m beginning to think that maybe great, epic romances don’t just happen. We have to make them ourselves."
CRESS by Marissa Meyer (via thelunarchroniclesbooks)
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